I am weird i know. All of a sudden i just have a tingle in me and i feel like i like studying. Seriously, x)

I think i'm gonna study like for real now.

God Bless Me. :)
8:31 AM

Yesh, this is going to emotional for me. Whether I'm crying or laughing uncontrollably its none of your business.

Gwad, you need to slow down on my side. I fell like I'm an unready dad that's going to be letting go of his little girl to the outside world and to the word university. I all of a sudden feel like I'm the PVC glue and your the plastic - stuck together. Maybe its cz you're mybesftriend now you're telling me about college no wait UNI. I'm not trying to make a fuss. I think I'm just being worthless but, I'm gonna miss the guts out of you.

Who would think that you'd be off so fast when I'm only is lower secondary. Literally, when i told you that i could still catch up with you over there i was telling a big while lie to myself and with honours, YOU. I'm just starting to have these doubts asking me where is that the truth, trying to make myself feel guilty. Cambridge is really giving me a whole lot of stress. I know i can never get there unless under two circumstances, i was some rich person in the Forbes list or i was a really evil genius. Hmmm, unfortunately i am not either. Guess what Cambridge isn't even the problem.

I just wonder so uberly much, will i even talk to you again? Don't tell me yes.

I'm just asking-is it ever wrong to want to be a kid again?

Labels: Siang Wen

7:25 AM

I was watching E news just now and Victoria,B quoted that she does eat. It just reminded me that i always say 'dont eat dont eat' to myself but i still eat too much! Infact the stupid holiday is going to make me gain 700 kabazillion lbs.

I'm a bad friend, yesh i am. I always cancel my hang outs. xD I'm so sorry!

I swear i was going to study during the holidays and i even work so hard to make a stupid timetable for it, yet i did it once again by forgetting all about it. Just less than 72 hours till school reopens. I have to totally stop using the computer this much.

Guess what? i dont even know when are the date of my exam. Dissapointment right?
6:40 AM

5:34 AM

Slacking the whole day, yesterday. Then my mum said she was going out, so, how can i let myself give up such fun? I wanted to call yee wern to catch a movie but she needs to go for her interact.

Two things, sushi and guitar. I'm am madly inlove with both. xD I gwaddamnhell promise myself that i will get a guitar one day. Yeah, ONE DAY.

I'm waiting for the pictures. Which means you'll have to just wait.
5:35 PM

Labels: Random

9:55 PM

Holidays are just the same as what i expected. B.O.R.I.N.G.

Athirah's house yesterday.. but i couldn't make it!
I'm desperately trying to get out thou I've been out way too many times . Which is why I'm glad we're going bah kut teh tomorrow at Tong's house.Then Futsal! I wasn't that excited in the first place, but now i am! =D

I'm TOTALLY not a good person. I promised myself to study but then only thing I'm doing is go out, watch TV, go out, watch TV. I'm so going to kill myself. Went out with my mum yesterday. She had her photo shoot. I was too bored to watch so i went to the arcade with my brother. I just sound so childish.
8:03 PM

How did Evelyn changed my life ;

Evelyn taught me bad words. REAL BAD ONES.
Evelyn introduced me to her life. HAHA. i don't really know if that is counted in changing my life.
Evelyn made me finish my maths work slower.
Evelyn made me retarded
Evelyn made me jealous
Evelyn taught me how to handle love
Evelyn 'always talks to the wall' - as quoted as yysenyum
[but the truth is, i actually listened what u said everytime lah, just looking at ur zha dao face was funny]
Evelyn always need a 20 cent from people when she buys mee.
Evelyn spit a lot of saliva on me when she talks to me and i created a sanitizer advertisement
[me, eve, ying ying and wern are proudly suit for it]
Evelyn annoyed me when she fights with Ding cause i have to ask them to shut up, HAHA.
Evelyn talks a lot and i have to make her shhh. HAHAHA.
Evelyn ....
Evelyn ....


okay. guess what. I came up with a kong-ka-kiao. CHOY! okay, conclusion.


This post should be 'How did Evelyn changed my life, INTO A WRECK'


BWAHAHAHAHAHA. I KNOW EVELYN'S GONNA KILL ME. BWAHAHAHA.

evelyn, if u're thinking of smacking me, think twice because


there's something i haven't say,

Evelyn made my life more fun. :D
u really did u 66 girl.
Evelyn made me laugh a lot.
Evelyn was always there when i needed help or someone to be there for me
Evelyn listens to what i have to say without getting irritated
Evelyn doesn't mind me being a pysco.

and loads more. u don't expect me too type all 1001.












12:09 AM

12:03 AM

The pain in my guts are making my hands tremble. MPS BANYAK. sorry guys!

I'm not going to school tomorrow because, i dont think i'll be able to crawl back to my moms car to get back home. I know its just a whole bunch of exaggerations, but bare with me. I'm totally out of my minds now.

Plans, plans, plans. I guess i'll just go with the flow and be the dork i am. How to do that? study the entire holidays. Its the least i can do.. I can't get out of the house anytime now.
6:56 AM

Have you ever been obssesed about growing tall or getting thinner or even fatter*very rare*?

Who knows? Maybe everyone is. Let me just say that to make myself fell good. Surprisingly, I'm in the uber good mood to blog now, although i have my books to be taken care of and room to be cleaned.

I feel really weird talking about cleaning at late night. x)
7:53 AM

I am here. Yeahh. I promised myself not to use the computer after two reasons. One, my degree is getting worse and Two, Exam is like right next to me. Yeah.. I'm "trying" to study. I really need to do well in the end years. ahh whateverrr.

Today was fun, As usual. We did kerja kayu instead of the needlework and i didn't think i'd have as much fun. we were cutting wood. =3 the pictures will tell you all about it.

I also did something 'authentic' for Triplets! Killme




What does it say?


The Answer x)










3:27 AM

Eh, Humans. Stop by here and have a look you might see something you like. x)

Milkies-Mumu Store

I'm counting on ya!. =D
9:51 AM

School was rocking throughout the entire day. I'm only here for a short update since I've got a lot of homework today. Yeah, A.L.O.T. I know its the first day of school and what a way to celebrate it but with a whole stack of homework. Someone all of a sudden came up with the idea to change the time to go back earlier. I'm not saying its not good but hell no i didn't tell me mother? xD Luckily my mum being the best ever always comes early other wise I'd murder someone.

Like a said i was going to gay today. Oh, I did alot. I changed place with ding right after coming back from the bloody womans office. Me and Cheryl being the Chidiotic and Eviotic ones.. we laughed through the whole last four periods.

I've got my homework waiting.

Labels: School

4:07 AM