Yesh, this is going to emotional for me. Whether I'm crying or laughing uncontrollably its none of your business.

Gwad, you need to slow down on my side. I fell like I'm an unready dad that's going to be letting go of his little girl to the outside world and to the word university. I all of a sudden feel like I'm the PVC glue and your the plastic - stuck together. Maybe its cz you're mybesftriend now you're telling me about college no wait UNI. I'm not trying to make a fuss. I think I'm just being worthless but, I'm gonna miss the guts out of you.

Who would think that you'd be off so fast when I'm only is lower secondary. Literally, when i told you that i could still catch up with you over there i was telling a big while lie to myself and with honours, YOU. I'm just starting to have these doubts asking me where is that the truth, trying to make myself feel guilty. Cambridge is really giving me a whole lot of stress. I know i can never get there unless under two circumstances, i was some rich person in the Forbes list or i was a really evil genius. Hmmm, unfortunately i am not either. Guess what Cambridge isn't even the problem.

I just wonder so uberly much, will i even talk to you again? Don't tell me yes.

I'm just asking-is it ever wrong to want to be a kid again?

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